At the end of the day

the only person that can make you happy is yourself.

fuck expectations
who said being alone was lonely? it can actually be quite  p e a c e f u l

just do it fatty

okay heres a fitness plan to myself
stretch stretch stretch
exercise when you wake up before breakfast
eat breakfast withtin 30-45 minutes of waking up


every other day go for a jog down the street


everyday do the BMI program on the crosstrainer
then the climbing program
30 minutes of bean work
10 minutes each leg weights
1 hour for arms
15 minutes of skipping


dance dance dance

F bitches

A recent event has found me confirming why I barely have any girlfriends and why I really do not like hanging out with girls. Now I am not saying that all girls are bad, but honestly some are just plain repulsive.

You know that friend who talks about everyone behind their backs to you. Have you ever wondered if they talk about you? Well I just realized that yes, they do talk about you. I think that people like this really do have a mental illness, they are selfish and in love with themselves. 

Now apparently, I am a disrespectful daughter who  abuses their parents and is selfish and always wants things my way. Bitch please, if that is how you really felt about me then why don't you tell it to my face instead of giving me your fake hugs. She thinks I'm disrespectful because at my birthday last year I told my mum I didn't like my cake and I didn't want to eat it. OK. I understand that it might look bad, BUT we went to the shop together and I wanted Original American Cheesecake instead of Caramel Cheesecake. But she wanted caramel, so she bought caramel even though it was MY birthday. 


OK i'm not just ranting because of the personal attack realisation, but I am realising now what a truly bad person she is. Usually I can tolerate some badness you know, but I think she actually gets a kick out of it. She loves judging people she doesn't even know, especially pretty girls. She loves talking about her friends especially personal private details. She loves talking about her self and all the guys that she has.

Whatever.

I should forgive her cause i'm a nice person but i kinda want to confront her just so everyone else would see that she talks about them behind their backs. Truth is I never really talk about people behind their backs, atleast nothing judgemental and mean.  Especially not my own friends.

Good thing this happened at the start of the year so I can rid 2012 of bitches i dont need.

Alone in your arms

end

hola bitches, happy 2012

So I have finally returned from my 6 week vacay in Philippines. Woo! I think that 6 weeks is a bit long, especially when your sharing a bedroom with your whole family (ZERO privacy). I admit I may have gone a little insane at times.


Erika's insanity log:
1. Parents kept putting off something I had wanted to do since we landed, but for privacy reasons I will not state it. (kinda embarassing if ya catch my drift). This resulted in me staring out the window for a looooong time.
2. Fasting in protest and crying my ass off due to a glue trap incident with mice. GLUE TRAPS ARE FRIGGIN CRUEL PEOPLE.


I don't want to post a cruel picture up so here's one a lot easier on the eyes.

So lets get to the main events of my trip:
>>> CHRISTMAS
My christmas was EH. I did not feel the Christmas spirit at all. I did not go to church. Probably why.
We went to 3 different houses, got into a car accident, had to perform in front of relatives.
>>>NEW YEARS
2 words. spent it on a plane. (barles charkley joke)

Sunshine's on the floor

So I tend to get most creative when I have exams/assignments to do. It's like productive procrastination.  I'm not that confident for my MATH3501 exam on Wednesday but I just can't study at home. Especially when a certain someone is constantly distracting me!

Here's random song I wrote in 5 minutes:

Capo 6

Verse: (300030) (032000)

sunshine's on the floor she's lost her way from home
i'll keep her warm tonight
blue and red may be her only colours
yet she covers them with pride

Chorus: C Em  fancyG D7

save her, i try,
tell her that shes more alive than she knows
love her, sweetly,
watching her for she is yet to sleep, oh

Listen?

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might come back later and add more lyrics (unlikely)
photo credit: http://www.tanakialison.daportfolio.com/gallery/362358#4

"Hello world!"

I've decided to title my first official blog post here as "Hello world!". The "Hello world!" program is a tradition used by programmers to verify that the language/system is operating correctly. Even though I have only done one computer programming course (COMP1100) I'm pretty satisfied that I can do it in 5 different languages (haskell, java, matlab, scilab, R). I don't plan on learning any more just because comp is freakin hard and RESPECT to those who do it.

WARNING: this blog will not be organized well and is just things I'd like to remember for myself.

Also I'm quite excited that this blog is HTML supported, but I'll want to keep it relatively clean. Can't wait till I buy the latest corel PSP and get back into graphics design :D :D :D

Zyf